Symptoms: Suicidal ideation
Thirty eight years ago I was given Zoloft in an ER visit for hyperventilating. I stopped abruptly because about 15min after I felt "weird", and disoriented.. Twenty-four hours later I started to feel "weird" again and started hearing voices to tell me to "blow my head off", repeatably. They were screaming in my head was only way to describe it. Within seconds I had called a friend she ran down to my apartment. I did have a gun in my closet and I felt like I was floating to the closet, like an out of body experience. When my friend came in everything snapped back in reality.
You can imagine we were both pretty shook up I had never had suicidal thoughts before, I was not depressed or I never dealt with anxiety. This was 38 years ago, before they had a name for all of this. I was 28 trying to figure out life that's all obviously my body was taking on the stress of that like many 20-somethings 30 somethings all ages do, life experiences.
My friend asked me what happened when I went to the ER the day before because of hyperventilating. I told her they gave me some medicine told me to take one in the morning and one at night they had given me one when I arrived to come down so I could catch my breath. I did not really want to take it because I didn't understand what it was she said I was having an anxiety attack I said what is that like I said I'd never experienced it before. So I decided I would take the 5 days worth so I wouldn't hyperventilate again it was quite scary. But after taking the two pills on my own and feeling weird I threw it away.
My friend informed me you can't abruptly stop the medicine. I said well why am I going to take something that makes me feel weird and then this happens. I put that to rest 15 years later people started coming to me for healing for grief and spiritual counseling. (Interesting story).
There is so much more to this and I want to respect your time and energy but I will attach an article and a video that I did with more details if you feel that this is something you would want more information on from the perspective that I bring energy, frequency, consciousness, I can gladly support you with all of that information. As you know in all that you do there are many facets to this. But the one that I find even in the last three decades talking about it is how it affects consciousness. How it affects the higher mind and how those lower voices which Robin Williams spoke of in an interview once lower power voices that made him or told him to do bad things. Also the soldiers that speak of the voices in their heads. The women who are taking the lives of their children because they feel God told them to or the voices did. Endless stories, crimes and unexplainable suicides, that are explainable. It's heartbreaking. Thank you for all your doing in educating many.
I will attach the article and video I hope it can be viewed it can help people. Any questions feel free to ask.
Sincerely,
Beth Lynch
Pharmaceuticals' effect on consciousness.
Article
https://www. dropbox. com/s/dh9go2835ufyj4v/2021%20PHARMACEUTICAL%20ARTICLE%20UPDATED. pdf? dl=0
Video
https://www. dropbox. com/scl/fi/innfk1wqj2zrachx7cvyb/SpiritualalityMissingLink. m4a? rlkey=uwip0h5cc625sxsazo5xphvf3&dl=0