Symptoms: Akathisia, cognitive impairment, insomnia, depersonalization/derealization, suicidal ideation, severe anxiety/panic, GI disturbances
I am a mother of three and hold a steady full-time job.
I was first diagnosed with severe postpartum depression after my last child. Then, ten years later, my diagnosis changed to schizoaffective disorder because every time I try to taper, symptoms reoccur within about six months. I never dreamt this would be my life, constantly medicated and living under a stigma that people pretend isn't there.
The main symptom that I've experienced (from tapering itself) is severe restlessness and the inability to remain still. Unfortunately now, I may not be able to distinguish if some of the other symptoms are the "disorder" or are drug-induced.
I wish none of this hell on anyone and I pray that someday I, and others, will find help that doesn't hurt us further.