Symptoms: Brain zaps, emotional blunting, insomnia, depersonalization/derealization
After years of anxiety, chronic pain, and chronic illness I gave in to trying an SSRI. I really didn't want to but doctors insisted that it would help and may even cure my chronic symptoms. I was diagnosed with anxiety, fibro, IBS, Dry Eye Syndrome, herniated discs, asthma, and allergies along with many food sensitivities and reactions. I believed that if I took an SSRI it would cure my anxiety and thus cure the other conditions. I believed it was hereditary because others in my family struggled with the same issues. These beliefs were false and I was deceived by many doctors.
Once starting the SSRI, Lexapro, I felt "off" and numb. I was sluggish, paranoid, and at times had heightened anxiety! I almost quit my job, I almost left my family, and I felt hopeless. I was told to give it time, be patient, and it could take up to three to six months for full effect. After the three months of continued symptoms and trouble sleeping as well, I decided I needed to get off it. I just wasn't at peace with it. So by six months I was completely off Lexapro and I am so grateful I followed my intuition.
Later down the road I came across TMS (Tension Myoneural Syndrome), Psychophysiologic Disorder or Mind-Body Syndrome, or neuroplastic symptoms. Different names but all the same thing. After applying mind-body practices I was able to heal in time. I am now out of chronic symptoms and no longer take any medications! Praise God.