Symptoms: Emotional blunting, sexual dysfunction, cognitive impairment, depersonalization/derealization, suicidal ideation, tinnitus, severe anxiety/panic, muscle/joint pain, anhedonia, GI disturbances
I took this drug for roughly 12 days (1 mg MWF) and had to stop due to sudden anxiety and panic attacks. Once I came off I was okay for about 5 days but was then hit by the crash. This included a rapid onset of symptoms overnight such as brain fog, lack of libido, severe fatigue, anhedonia, numb genitals, depersonalisation and the most goes on. This crash lasted for 5 days until I woke up and felt 80% better. All I had left was the low libido and brain fog and I assumed that I would slowly return back to normal. This wasn’t the case and I in fact got worse over the course of the next few months and developed symptoms such as fatigue, anhedonia, depersonalisation, tinnitus, pain in my nipple area and more that I’m forgetting right now. Doctors didn’t take me seriously. This lasted for about 9 months until I did the carnivore diet and some minor hormonal therapy which brought me back to that 80%. Unfortunately after about 2 months of this state I crashed again (likely due to hormonal treatment I was using) and again I developed myriad of new symptoms. This was about 2 years ago and I’d say I’ve improved only slightly.
Some of the symptoms are absolutely debilitating causing me to not leave my room 90% of the time. The symptoms I’m currently experiencing are crushing fatigue that worsens after eating, low libido and numb genitals, gi distress (i was at one point diagnosed with crohns which has now been redacted), brain fog, skin flushes when my body temp goes up causing intense stinging sensations, tinnitus, multiple food intolerances, anhedonia etc.. I don’t really so much aside from lying in bed and occasionally meeting up with friends once I have the energy. This has completely ruined my life and I only took 5 damn pills.